Sometimes, when we are used to being rejected it is easy to expect God to do the same. He doesn't !! He will never forsake us nor reject us, & when we push Him away for fear of being hurt, He understands. He reads our heart, MORE than He listens to our words. The words we speak ARE important, and as we grow in Him, we learn to speak His words more, but He can see past the words we utter & into the depths of our often aching hearts ! He is more than able to cope with the child in us that pummells at Him with our fists, all the while desperately wanting to know that He still cares for us, and you can be certain ... He DOES.
God bless you, Lion'slamb (Ailsa)