THE GIFT

 

Give me, oh Lord, a language

That I may worship you,

And speak to You in the Spirit

As other Christians do.

And yet I can't demand it

It's Your gift to bestow.

Amidst all my confusion,

The truth You only know.

I don't know why I seek it,

To honour You or me,

But though my mind's in turmoil,

Deep in my heart You see.

If truly pure my motives

Despite my own unrest,

Your Holy Spirit will grant it

For He alone knows best.

He knows the truest reasons

I seek this gift to find,

I struggle with my motives

Confusion wracks my mind.

I know that all my striving

Will help me not one jot,

Yet find it such a struggle,

To hand to Him the lot.

I back off in a corner,

Step forward once again

If only heart could conquer

The workings of the brain.

I know my Father loves me

I know I doubt it too.

I wish that I could let Him

Do what He wants to do,

I love Thee Holy Spirit,

When I am feeling brave.

You turn my eyes to Jesus

Who died my soul to save.

One gift is not important

Another to dismiss,

You gifted me with poetry.

Help me; oh Lord, to be content

With gifts that You would choose,

And not go chasing other dreams,

Lest what I have  - “ I lose.

©   8/96

 

                        PEOPLE

 

 

The people hurry to and fro,

A job to do,

A place to go.

No time to stop, to stand, to stare,

No time to think that You are there.

 

The bus stop gives a place to sit,

Rest quietly,

Reflect a bit.

A fellow traveller wants to talk,

Take me along her lonely walk.

 

A child-adult, perhaps it seems,

Adult body,

Childish dreams.

Is listening to her talk a chore?

A privilege I count it more.

 

A bearded man o’hears in part,

Risks a smile,

Bares his heart.

I hear of drugs and actions wild,

I look and see God’s precious child.

 

How many people need an ear,

No advice,

Just word of cheer.

How many people need to know

There is a Lord who loves them so.

 

The crops wave ripened in the field,

Few the workers,

Heavy the yield,

And harvest time is closing in,

‘Ere crops are ruined by blight of sin.

 

I need to learn to wield Your name,

Plant the seed,

Scythe the grain,

I show the love I feel through You,

I need to tell them, You love them too.

 

© 10/8/96