Trying to look back, some three years on, it is hard to remember just what my thinking & theology were at the time of writing this poem. However I think it was along the lines, that we are all made in God's image, & a kind of belief that our spirits start off before we are born, entwined with God's Spirit. When we are born, it is His breath of life that deposits our spirit within us, and as newborns we still have that natural connection with Him. That is the part that is reborn in Him in later life when we 'find' the Lord & submit ourselves to Him. However for some that spirit takes an almighty battering in early days with harsh words or actions in the home. God's ideal is for His newborn child to be nurtured & taught His ways and to be trained in Godly households.
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THE PATTERN
We start off, just like You;
Almost perfect in spirit,
Though inexorably touched with sin,
Through Adam.
For though Your perfection is whole,
Complete in essence as the Trinity,
Ours is broken and discoloured
By the stain of sin.
And as we strive to live and grow,
Our three become but one,
Our spirit, nestled in Your love,
Is bound to body, and to mind.
All bodies grow, as You dictate they should,
Yet circumstances mar their growth;
We starve and stunt and batter,
Tiny bodies, planned by You.
Our minds are filled with images around,
Of love or hate, of confidence or fear;
They hear the things said to us and about us,
And scars and wounds corrupt Your perfect plan.
Our spirits, so in tune with You at birth,
Are deafened by the body and the mind,
No harm – if You are shown all around,
But in our world, it’s hardly ever so.
In Godly homes, the gap is not developed,
Into a gaping, ever yawning chasm;
But mind and body cherished and nurtured by Your leading,
Shelter our spirit, under Your protective wing.
But in the home where You are not made welcome,
Who knows the damage to the newborn spirit,
Torn from the Father’s bosom,
To ‘rest’ in an alien land.
No comfort as they are; in mind or body,
They change to fit the hole in which they’re thrust;
Perhaps, though ‘Christ-less’, the home still apes Your pattern,
Their resting place not far from where it ought.
But many homes deny Your loving kindness,
And mind and body grow deformed and bent;
What cragged, dirty, hole is formed to hold,
The precious baby spirit You have sent?
But when at any age we find our Saviour,
Accept Him thus and as our Lord and King,
Our spirit in an instant’s recreated,
A perfect, Christ-like spirit being.
And yet though Jesus’ blood has made us perfect in the Father’s eyes,